。我不上班，就是在旅行的路上→→

I have my taking-off days, which are the weekend.

Every weekend, I quit getting online, stop writing
any word on my websites, and living a life without
others but my boy friend. Every week, from Monday
to Friday, I am busy and lazy. I can not find any
fun in my daily life. Always routines, always home-
work, and all the fuzzy things. My room is totally
a mess, but I don't have any desire to clean it up.

During the weekend, I live a different life, which
really relaxes me. I know I am chasing my dream that
may be realized one day. I feel I am the other woman
inside of my body. The woman who shall never be found.
Otherwise, my dream will be broken, and never be compo
-lished.

My classmates try to know me, my friends try to know
me,even my boy frined tries to know me. However, I
don't even know who I am. I live a two-faces life, and
I wish one day,I may live a complete life which everyone
can understand what I am really doing.

By the way, don't try to find me during weekends because
I prefer to be alone with my family or my intimacy. Only
the weekend, let me be someone invisible to you.